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Since 1980 when I first got in touch with Srila Prbhupada through his book I felt lifted above mundane life and modes of nature also. It has instilled a desire to serve him and Krishna with love quite naturally. Only Srila Prabhupada in relations with SP have I felt like this.
Even though I felt like this from the very beginning many authorities have incouraged me to accept a living Guru because their intepretion of sastra says to. Because they were living authorities I doubted my own internal experience ending up following four other gurus to see if they were right. I could not feel connected with them like with SP thats why I kept changing them. Now it is all clear just stay with what works no matter what anyone says.